Cald

Din cuvinte rătăcite fac povești zbârcite,
N-am dor, ci nerăbdare.
Vreau cai zburați de motoare.
Mai beau un pahar de secunde topite
Și mă-nchin pe-al tău umăr Tatălui Sfânt,
Bucurând grâul, marea și-al meu colț de pământ.

@london 291116

Salut - 191116

Salut.
A trecut ceva timp de cand m-am oprit sa discutam. 2016 a fost un an dement, socant si fericit. Nu stiu cum altfel as putea sa il descriu. Pe plan personal, viata s-a imbunatatit, iar binecuvantarile de la Tata au facut ca sa timpul sa treaca mai usor. Pe plan international, macro, anul asta s-au intamplat o groaza de mizerii.
Doamne, iti multumim ca ai mila si grija de noi!

Azi e Sabat. Am destul de mult timp sa ma fac introspectie si sa analizez ce s-a intamplat, astfel incat sa hotarasc ce am de facut mai departe.

M-am plimbat destul de mult anul asta si am descoperit locuri noi si oameni minunati. [Sora mea m-a intrebat ce fac si i-am raspuns: "Mazgalesc niste cuvinte."] Mare parte din anul acesta am fost sofer de Uber/minicab (taxi) si am avut experiente placute si urate. Saptamana asta am avut o discutie cu un ateu, care mi-a spus ca a fost alegerea lui sa nu mai creada in Dumnezeu, pentru ca religia catolica in care a crescut, l-a invatat ca oamenii pacatosi vor suferi vesnic si el nu vrea sa accepte sa se inchine unui zeu crud si care gaseste placere in vesnica suferinta a creatiei sale. De asemenea, el a amintit ca tatal i-a parasit familia cand avea 10 ani si, dupa aniversarea lui de 15 ani, mama sa a trecut in nefiinta. I-am spus ca imi pare rau pentru el, ca ii inteleg suferinta din copilarie, pentru ca al meu tata a murit cand inca aveam 11 ani. Dansul a zambit, si-a pus mana pe umar meu si a zis: "Stai linistit, a trecut. Vad ca ne-am descurcat destul de bine si am ajuns doi adulti puternici." Avea dreptate. Am trecut peste suferinta, pentru ca durerea nu este vesnica, ci doar consecinta ei este eterna si irevocabila. Am cautat sa ii explic printr-o ilustratie ca pedepsirea celor rai nu se va produce printr-un iad de foc vesnic, ci Dumnezeu ii va distruge pe aceia care i-au intors spatele intr-o singura ocazie, pentru ca El nu gaseste de cuviinta ca sa chinuie oamenii aceia o eternitate. II va nimici si gata. A zambit si mi-a spus ca Dumnezeul pe care el in cunoaste nu este acela pe care eu il descriu. Ne-am strans mainile si a plecat.

'Our Father' ring

This week I've received two amazing compliments, unrequested and unexpected. The first one was from a wonderful guy who told me: "I wish you and my sister form a couple. You are an amazing guy and you'd really make her happy." This kind of words you don't just throw them around. You only want what's best for your sibling. That person has to be unique and exceptional for you to think that he's man enough for your sister. I was left speechless and after few moments, I told him that I appreciate him for being honest and I like that he had the guts to speak his mind.

Second compliment came from a girl that years ago took one of my rings and decided to keep it as a token. She told me that I'm one of the kindest people she has ever met and this ring of mine keeps her safe. On the ring are engraved the words of "Our Father" prayer.

Be kind and those with beautiful hearts will be able to see the work of our Father in you.

Morning thoughts - Sabbath day 291016

Feelings and emotions make people die young, as if there is no tomorrow and "it has to be done today."

It's a blessing to have the right kind of people in your life. Most times we end up hurting and loosing those that are the most important to us. I've lost so many good ones because I didn't knew how to value them...

A good book makes you lose yourself in its story for hours and question your reality. What you're seeing and feeling is nothing but a version of the world.

Ignorance hurts because of your expectations. Walk away and don't come back. What costs you "soul", it's not for you to have.

Stay where you feel comfortable, but go tripping and explore places that give you thrills. You will come back stronger and better.

More and more people nowadays hate God and don't believe in the almighty person. They think it's stupid to question life. This scenario of "majority thinks that minority is wrong" has been with us since the beginning of time. Sometimes it's true, sometimes it's not. Remember that only few decades ago, believers thought nonbelievers to be wrong and foolish. Now is viceversa. "God" became fiction.

Some say that it's ok to talk to God, but if God talks to you, then you're crazy. My dear, they're stupid and you don't need stupid people in your life.

Don't try to be friends with someone who looks down on you. The life is hard enough already.

Don't make decisions without praying. You will receive guidance from God and He will show you what to do or say. Sometimes He's quiet because He wants to see if you can walk strong in faith. So choose what's best for you and God will be with you all the way!

We are all the same

We are all the same: we are born and we die. Everything in between is just made of knowledge, emotions and deeds/acts.